hApPiNeSs

apa itu happiness???
serious shit... if u ask me what is happiness???? i dun have the answer for it... and i dun know the real meaning of it...

Happiness = keriangan, kegembiraan dan kebahagian... translate by Kamus Dwibahasa Oxford Fajar...

tp tidak bagi org tua2... makcik2... pakcik2... yang mengatakan... keriangan, kegembiraan dan kebahagian itu adalah... biler kiter kawen... ada suami dan anak...

bahagia ke hidup biler pasal langsir pun nak gaduh... menangis sampai bengkak2 mata???

riang ke hidup kalau akhirnya... sorang di utara dan sorang di selatan???

obviously not for me...

and happiness for me is...

when i spent my day with them... jalan sampai nak putus kaki... laughing out loud... do crazy things together... tu belum masuk yg merajuk... especially lala... yang sikit2 bergaduh dengan anja...

yes.... thats the meaning of happiness... being with them... forget everything and just enjoy every single moment together....

wada

and aniem

location- fitting room
aniem: anja... pegi carik kan kak niem baju yang labuh...
anja: ok.. jap..

location - luar fitting room
net: baju nie tulis apa??
anja: im single if u're rich...
net: cantiknya...

keadaan anja - berlari2 anak... dan tergesa2...
net: naper??
anja: anja rasa kak niem tak muat nie...

location- fitting room
net: ko nak tau tak??
aniem: apa??
net: tadikan... anja ckp apa tau... anja rasa kak niem tak muat nie...

me, aniem, wada and anja... gelak smp nak pecah perot dalam fitting room tu... sbb indirectly dia nak cakap aniem gemok... tp takut... nnt kang tak dapat pulak swimming suit... hahaha

kaklong, lala dan tena

dan ibu tercinta

tak ketinggalan... si gemok neh...

amad not in the pic...
* sorry beb... gmbr lu tak de... sbb lu kat plkn time kitorang berseronok nie...

im the lucky one... coz i have them in my life...

dan walaupun lagu nie tak de kaitan... sila lah layan liriknya...

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

tHe cLiMb

...theres always another mountain in my life... hardly trying to move on... and of cos... it just me... a simple girl who lead a simple life...


I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

... pelamin anganku LINGKOP....

results exam dah kuar... sgt meroyan... new year reso... boleh campak dlm tong sampah...
again???? dah bnyk dah new year reso dah kena campak neh... apa yang tinggal???
taik kocheng dan taik hanjeng sungguh...

dah malas kan... terima je la... ok... boleh berazam belajar bersungguh2 utk kali yang entah ke berapa..

selamat berjuang lah yer...

dengan tak malunya... inilah result exam ku... hukhukhukhuk

Exam Result for SEMESTER JANUARY 2009
GPA: In Progress
Code	Course Title	Course Grade	Remarks
BBFA2303	INTERMEDIATE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING II	B
BBPS4103	STRATEGIC MANAGEMENT	B
BBPW3103	FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT 1	C+

camaner financial management boleh dpt C+ neh???? owhhhh.... sebab aku selalu tuang kelas... tulah balasan nya... tuhan kan bayar CASH kat setiap perbuatan...

ok... ingat yer... org pegi kelas... belajar... bukan fb dalam kelas yer... muahahahahaha....

keNaPaKah?????

oke2... aniem... wada... anja.. kat umah... they plan to enjoy their weekend... so many activities inside their head... me????? esok keja and sunday ada kelas... apakah semua ini????

benci la... aniem cuti seminggu sbb tukar ward... wada cuti smp bulan 6... menghabihkan bil letrik kat umah je... anja... si gemok tuh mmg maid kat umah tu... jd... tak boleh komplen... aku???? belum cuti hura lagi... benci!! benci!! benci!!

neh mesti aniem nak revenge aku... yealah... minggu lepas aku dah hura... minggu neh... payback time la dia tuh... syaitannnnnnnnnn!!!!

to hannim:-

Hura... hura jugak... utang aku jangan lupa bayar!!!!!

aniem teach me how to take mc tomorrow and monday... hanjeng sungguh budak neh... siap ajar aku... bikin panas je neh... benci la..

oke2... tanam kan dalam pale otak aku yang sempit nie...

' aku kena carik rezeki nak bayar utang2 aku yang banyak tuh... hura biler2 pun boleh'

tapi persoalannya... kenapakah diorg semua pegi hura tanpa aku?????? Bencinya!!!!

aktiviti bersama keluarga...

aktiviti bersama keluarga... tanpa along dan si pening lalat 2 org itu... aniem pun tak de jugak kerana mencarik rezeki... dan jugak amad yg berada di national service smp bulan 6...

mama telah paksa aku balik sbb dia nak tengok wayang citer 'Syurga Cinta'... OMG!!! tak terkata aku... sudahnya... belikan tiket wayang... dia dan si gemok je yang tengok kerana wada mmg takkan tengok citer melayu di panggung wayang... dan jugak... aku yang not in the mood nak tengok wayang...

persoalannya... penah ke aku ada mood tengok wayang??? hahaha...

sambil menyelam sambil minum air la kan... shopping!!! jengok2 kat body shop je... hehehe... dan merayap rayap... dan terfikir sesuatu... patut tak patut beli ekkk??? apakah itu???? next blog aku citer... hehehe

makan popcorn sebelum masuk wayang sambil menayang toiletteris bag aniem... advance payment by me... hehehe

si budak gemok yang tak mengaku gemok nie... perasan cantik dowh... hahaha

dah penat hura... mama belanja makan kat kedai bang leman... tempat peberet mama...

wada oder soto...

mama oder mee jawa...

aku dan anja... oder kerang rebus je... diet beb... tp sebenarnya... bukan diet... aku dah kenyang melantak pizza siang hari... hahaha

makanan orang sakit...

2 days starving... kerana kecederaan parah pada anak tekak... akhirnya...
hari nie aku dengan gigih dari damansara damai... ke uptown membeli...

eskrim beskin robbin perisa coklat..

dan jugak... fishball sup at village park...

yummy!!! sesungguhnya hari nie aku riang sbb dpt makan... :)

tidak ketinggalan... Dequadin yang ke3 dalam masa satu minggu...

angan angan tak kesampaian...

demam dari hari khamis tak baik2... kejap demam kejap tak...

penyudahnya... terpaksa gak dengar nasihat dr. aniem suh p amik darah...
dan akhirnya... pegi lah aku ke klinik dekat ngan ofis...
dan... inilah hasilnya...



jarum yang ke tiga baru dapat darah...
sbbnya... salur darah aku sgt halus...
setengah jam gak la doktor tu mengetok2 mencari urat aku...
siap doktor tu boleh buat lawak pulak dengan aku...

doktor: saya dah tekanan dah nie
net: rileks r doktor... baru 2 kali cucuk

giler ahh... walaupun saya takut jarum... tp aku berani gak la...
menadah tangan utk di cucuk...
sakit sikit je...
selesai je amik darah...
aku dengan tak sayang mulutnya tanya kat doktor tu..

net: kalau saya nak derma darah boleh tak??
doktor: baik kamu tak payah derma darah..
net: kenapa pulak doktor???
doktor: nnt nurse tu akan hilang confidence.. sbb salur darah kamu sgt halus...
net: hahaha... saya takkan derma darah doktor... saya takut jarum..

lepas amik darah tadi...
sembang2 dgn AAS dan boleh pulak diskas kalau keputusan tak ok...
hospital mana nak pegi...
kelana jaya mc ke... subang jaya mc ke... damansara mc ke...
hehehe... sahih mmg meroyan...
saje je tu... nak hilang kan hati yang bedebar2 nie...

dlm pukul 8.30 mlm td...
klinik call dan bagitau...
semuanya ok...
jadi... angan angan aku nak tido hospital tak kesampaian...
cuba lagi season depan... hehehe

adakah itu salah???

i see things differently...
adakah itu salah???

i do what i want to do...
adakah itu salah???

i being myself...
adakah itu salah???

i only think about myself...
adakah itu salah???

people dont understand me...
avoiding me...
say a harsh word to me...
i dont bother...

coz u people...
doesnt mean anything to me...
and i really mean it...

apakah????

lazy to go to work tomorrow...
but i have to...

my job...
is only for my survival...

my life PERFECT LIFE...
as long as i enjoy it...

marriage, children and settle down...
is not the meaning of PERFECT LIFE for me...

i read books to improve my vocab...
not to show off...

i am an evil...
that u dont wanna mess with...

i am stubborn...
so wat???

coz i am wat i am...

Loser!!

aniem: ko buat apa??
net: baca buku... y??
aniem: u know wat... those who read book such a loser...
net: nape pulak???
aniem: dah tu... tak de benda nak buat selain dari baca buku...
net: pale otak ko!!!

actually i went to MPH Distributor Sales on 1 May 2009.. and bought 6 books... 1 for anja... my lil sis and 5 for me... tamak giler!!! yang lepas punya buku pun tak abis baca lagi... dah borong yang lain... 3 from Sophie Kinsella, and thats mean i have all Sophie Kinsella books, fashion babylon and 1 lagi tak ingat tajuk... but from the same author of the devil wears prada...

well i can say that its all for the investment... and may be i need it some day... wah wah wah... dah mcm Becky Bloomwood la pulaks... ahaksss...

talking about Becky Bloomwood... i really enjoy reading the shopaholic series... and im not a shopaholic ok!!!... just some times... once in the blue moon... aku dengan tak pikir panjang nya akan tenyeh duit plastik itu...

today... 4 May 2009... i dont know why... i am tired about everything... my staff didnt turn up after the long holiday... demam katanya... aku buat semua keja sorang2... from 9.30 am t0 5.40 pm tanpa henti... even lunch pun tak kuar... penat sungguh hari nie...

and td...i went to EON Bank Kota Damansara... nak bayar duit rumah... boleh pulak mesin tu sedang diselenggarakan selepas aku tunggu 2 orang beratur... OMG!!! i dont know why... stressed tak hengat...

and i really feel like im totally LOSER today... i need a rest... a quality rest... i think so...