2019 la..

Time of the year again. It’s a new year. Nothing is new. I live the same life. The same environment. Everything is the same, except for yhe year.

Anyway.. It’s kinda weird if I didn’t have a new year resolutions. But before that, let’s recap!


1. Defense proposal! It’s a must I guess! If it is not in Mar, maybe June or July. Before the 5th semester end. Btw, the new house loan cost me fortune. So I have to be able to serve th loan. Hence the DBA is important to me.. 🤣

Well.. I did not managed to defence my proposal. However, I managed to write a full report of my proposal and submitted to Dr Mazz before the year ended. 

It was an achievement! Indeed it was. Even sometimes (read all the time) I lost focus on my study.. But still I managed to write something on the blank paper.


2. I wanna run at least 1 FM, 1 road Ultra and 1 trail Ultra. Ok this is sooo crazy! It’s ok if I don’t achieve this. Theres always next year.. 😑

I ran 2 FMs, I road ultra and 1 trail ultra. It was crazy! Trust me! The training, the preparation, the post event.. Everything was crazy. But I like it. Very much!

3. Vacation - 1 local destination & 1 overseas. I wanna see the world! I do not wish to stuck in my shell forever.

I went to Perlis and Yogjakarta! Wehooo!!

4. Apply Konmarie method for my cocoon I called a home.

Kihkihkih.. This is not happening..


Therefore, for another 365 days of my life.. I would like to..

1. Defence my proposal before second quarter of the year. It is a must. I need to realign and focus. Focus on how to reach the finishing line.. Oh btw, I found out that the daily planner is very helpful. I feel guilty to myself if I didn’t do anything on that day.

2. Have a winter holiday! Time to save some money dear me.. Europe trip perhaps? Or maybe Oz?

Well, that’s what I wish to happen in 365 days. Other than that, it’s a bonus..

Oh before I forgot.. #misi40kg is still on even I didn’t write it as part of my resolution. I am 45.7kg today. Let see how many kgs I lost later (macam tak boleh je ni) 

Till next posting! Happy new year everyone.

Welcome 2018

So it’s a new year. And what’s new? Well, here are my 2017 resolutions..

1. i still wanted buy a house of my own.  instead of depend on someone else to find for me, i think its time for me to do it myself.  i cannot depend on people for the rest of my life kan?

I bought a house! Finally. A dream come true? Ok maybe not! Another debts to add on to my not so perfect life.. I bought a new car too! 

2. since i am a PG, i wish i can defense my proposal by the end of 2017.

Well, I even failed to prepare my proposal. But I managed to find a supervisor. And completed the coursework. 

3. participate in 4 10km running events. lose some weight and fat..

I ran more than 4 races of 10km. I registered 20 races.. I did not lost any weight.. But I lost some fat.. For a record, I clocked 909.17km all year round. Pheww!

4. live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of my life.

I hit the wall sometimes, and that’s normal..


And what’s for 2018?

1. Defense proposal! It’s a must I guess! If it is not in Mar, maybe June or July. Before the 5th semester end. Btw, the new house loan cost me fortune. So I have to be able to serve th loan. Hence the DBA is important to me.. 🤣

2. I wanna run at least 1 FM, 1 road Ultra and 1 trail Ultra. Ok this is sooo crazy! It’s ok if I don’t achieve this. Theres always next year.. 😑

3. Vacation - 1 local destination & 1 overseas. I wanna see the world! I do not wish to stuck in my shell forever.

4. Apply Konmarie method for my cocoon I called a home.

That’s all. What’s more important to me is.. My DBA. Focus focus and focus. Nothing else!

I'm not in a stable condition. I hit the wall. The more I run, the more it haunted me. Oh Allah, please give me strength to go true this phase.

Up and down

I've lost. For no reason. I've drown. For no reason. I've loved. For no reason. I've ignored. For no reason.

Get back up again Net. Not everything perfectly fit to what you wish.

I knew this. But I ignored.

Thank you for the sign..